my day's so fucking bad. i lost my art! the art piece i spent my whole lifetime on! rahh. all my effort and time! just all gone like that okay! ahh. then i was late for art because of that. ahhh. i feel like dyingggg. rahh. then during english, mrs roch kept picking on me! just because i asked kim for glue! ahh!

M.R. : marie, what is the answer? what do think he was thinking?
i was like wondering "how should i know what he's thinking? ooh my"
me: errr. *says some rubbish*
then she asks nat, and she repeats my rubbish answer.
m.r.: ooh my natalie, i am sure youre brighter than that!

i mean, what is she freaking implying? that i'm stupid! rahh. i feel so pissed. these two days have beeen real bad. i cracked myk750i yesterday ooh myyy. its so freaking screwed. mum didnt scold me. but that doesnt mean that dad wouldnt. i cant believe mum actually suggested to buy me a new phone! ahh! i love you mum. YOURE THE BOMB. （：

my throat is bleeding. i think from the excessive screaming yetserday. i can taste the metallic taste of bloood. its disgusting. ahhh. i can just die nowwww,

half the night i waste in sighs.
in the wakeful dose i sorrow.
for the meeting; the meeting of tmr.